Am I Becoming Uncontrollable?

These days are hard to pass, time seem to have slowed almost to a halt. There are things that seem not to go mine way. Oh and it seems that I have succumb to the pressure, the desire, the evil side. And it not only happen once but twice. Oh how I sometimes hate myself (Don't we always do when we do something we are't supposed to do?) Why did I do it, I would ask myself after that. There seem to be two of be battling it out in my mind. But the pleasure of doing it is sometimes just to great. The desire just too strong. Why do all the evil stuff have to taste so great? Will I be come one of them?

RIP

My Lappy is official dead. Nov 2003 - Nov 2006. Certified.

It showed me the blue screen of death for 3 days in a row. In 2005 it went very sick but manage to recover but it seems this time cannot already. Actually It was partly mine fault I could not take it and "pulled the plug" on the life support system.

For the past three years it have served me well. Breaking down only once as mentioned above. It went through with me all mine HK, Jap, Tawain, Korean dramas. All mine C, C++, Java, Perl, Python etc programs. Also not forgeting many DVDs and music. And many many other task big and small. I am sad to part with it. Sad....Rest In Peace Lappy. Rest ensure I will remember u for a long time to come. (Well till I get a new PC that is.)