Catch 21...

Without the chicken you cannot have an egg,
Without an egg you cannot get a chicken.

Typical Catch 21. Same for jobs.

Without a job no experience.
Without an exprience no job.

Started the waiting game

One move at a time,
Cost not more than a dime.
With mine bare hand.
Hope to be a real man.

Now without any flame
Ones become a bit lame.
Need to find a dream,
Adding sun's beam.

To see but not look.
To hear but not listen.
To breath but not smell.
To touch but not feel.
To eat but not taste.
The mind thinks but not ponder.

Back In Lion City

Finally after 366 days I back. First thing that I did? It was to have a full bag check. The custom officer sort of suspected that I was carrying more duty free hard liquor that I am allowed to. Therefore had a full bag scan of all my three bags. Do I look like a hardcore drinker?

After that it was back home to dinner then to bed. The next two day was spent packing and packing and more packing. Never knew that I had so much unwanted and uneeded stuff. Oh! Also cut my hair really short (really very short). How I do look like some high school kid.

Next on the list of things to do? Job Hunting...Do wish me luck.

9 hrs left...

I have about 9 hours left before I will leave this place for good. Well a bit happy a bit sad. Kind of a mixed feeling. Not easy to express it in word ( or maybe my english volcabulary is not good enough.) Today passed quickly enough. FIRST it was my LAST cup (tears flowing) of flat white at Campos. Then on to Uni for the LAST walk of Carslaw Building. Continuning with a stroll in Broadway Shopping Centre including Kmart, Coles and BiLo. Dinner with friends at the Rocks. Will I return in April? Unsure.

Anyway when I was at Broadway I saw the "powder nose" effect that is to the max. This lady had foundation (not sure if I got the term right as I do not use cosmetics) so think that when she was speaking to her boyfriend it cracks.

I went to answer nature's calls, I saw this chinese brushing his teeth at the sink. Totally with toothpaste and all. Also watched 《SYRIANA》 . Great movie. Gives you a lot of room to think about things in life. Is what you always thought the "correct way", really correct? Or is it "correct" because you made yourself think that it is the right way? Also about USA foreign policy to other countries. With a cast of George Clooney, Matt Damon. What can go wrong?

That day I was chatting with this friend of mine, as I watch the telecast of the Torino Winter Olmpics Games, I then mentioned to him that the male skater in the figure skating games is quite good looking. He was shocked! He said that I should be looking at the females skaters. But it was the Male Figure Skating, where to find the females? Treelo's 50% rules applies here. I then mentioned to him that if this world had only 100 people. We will the presume that the population is about 50% males 50% females. If as a person I always only admire the opposite sex then won't I be missing almost half of the good-looking people in this world? So I always believed that we should be able to admire both sexes. Thats mine 50% rule. Don't you think so?

断背山

今天我看了《断背山》。我用了voucher，所以不用钱。不过如果要付钱我也会去看。我本人认为这是一布很好的电影。在电影院里只有我和另外七个人。

这布电影描述一对同性的男人，他们 深情 恋爱， 不过他们不可以在一起以为在那个时代是不准许的。在他们里，一位看过同性 恋们的后果头 都是死路一条，所以不敢去爱对方。另一位是个敢爱敢 恨的人。 更 不幸的是他们两位都有 老婆和孩子了! （他们是在一次赶羊 时认识了对方，不过以为一些 原因而分开，后来才和女生结婚) 四年后，他们又在见面才发觉他们还是深深恩爱对方。离婚？实在是一 双苦命鸳鸯。终究他们会不会有和罗密欧与朱丽叶一样的 收场？请看 《断背山》。我是给这一布电影五个星。看了后就 完全了解，ABC 和 SBS 为什么给这么高得 表扬和 称赞。这些赞美和赞赏都是实至名归的。

明天是洋人情人节。我在这里祝大家有情人终成眷属。看到 喜爱就 要去 争取， 机会一 过。那时候哭死都没用。

15 days have gone

Chinese New Year have came and gone. All 15 days have passed. Red packet toll? 1 from Star City with two "golden" coins. And thats all.

I have just realised that some people are so "fake". In front of you they act all glam and honourable but deep down they are totally different. To say that they want to help but what they are doing is actually throwing a huge rock to smash you. Am I like that too? Will I grow to become like one that I so dislike now? They when buying for oneself choose to share but then when others come they become greedy asking for only the best.

Others say that you will react this way thats why they do this. But how can you predict what will happen? Predict one's actions? Life is always unpredictable. At times it can throw at you something you least expected. At times it goes too smooth that you are unable to believe it. Life some thing that rises the hope in some but outright disappoints in others. Every step we take if life will affect how is some way or another. Even small things like the place to have your meal or the time to leave home. Makes you meet up with different people, see different things. Life we can never control it. It controls us? We therefore cannot control the conditions around us. We will have to learn to adept to them. Being able to handle the worst that Life can offer us. Smile at it and Life goes on.

The Grey Husky says that dreams in life is something that will make us motivated in life. As i once said before I feel that dreams are something that can never be fullfilled. It is something that we want to be or want in our life but is unable to get it. But of course like what the husky said dreams make life a little better. As we try to attain the level that we have set for oneself, we are taking steps closer to that dream of ours. Thou we may never reach it at least we are closer to it then when we started. As we all work towards our own dreams, I wish that all of you can attain yours I know I can never reach mine.

口花花？

When we speak we add "actions" to them. Therefore no matter waht an face to face conversation is as I feel always better than one one the phone. These actions speaks louder than the words. Some words will also have different meaning when spoken in different tones and under different conditions. At times a complement may not be one to the other. Different people with different backgrounds, different upbringing will have different interpretation of words, saying, actions even hand gestures. Your meaning may therefore not be totally understood by all others...

p/s:
Down the Road
Down the Valley
Up goes the Trunk
Up goes the Scale

7th Day

Today is the 7th day in the First Lunar Month. Or in Chinese we say "人日" . Which in translation means everyones' birthday. So Happy Birthday Everyone. So how do we celebrate it? By eating of course what else? BTW I have already booked and will be jetting back on the 18th Feb. I will finally leave the place that I have so many nice and well some bad memories of. Will I even return again?

After I booked this flight then came the news that the offer was on. At that moment I was actually quite troubled. Should I stay or not? To do or not to do? That was the question but no answer can to mind. Then many relatives came to give their advice. Sometimes the more you hear the worst the situation becomes. There seems to be more and more items to think about. Not to think to far into the future they said? But issit planning about looking into the future? Life is somethings so tough when you are at the crossroads of life. Both roads seems flat and fine. But issit really like that you will never know till you have already take on to that path. And then never can you turn back. We should not regret the choice that we have taken at that moment. After some thought the path that I will take is now clearly in my mind.

Visitors from afar but now at Blue Mountains. later to redo all the stuff again. Back to eating and listening at the same place. Life is now sweet but later it may not be anymore.