Farewell My Comrade

After 5 years, suddenly she left me. But not without warning, she seem to be sick for the past mth or so. All sneezing and coughing. Making all the "slurring" sounds. I feel sad. After all she has accompanied me for past 5 years, through the late nitez, early days, weepy dramas, tough assignments, tight projects, happy comedies, flashy webbys, gossipy msn, never ending OS updates, complex dual boot, additive games, wacky varieties shows and so on. Without you, I may have never grad.

Early last year she was already ill. But I swap out her brains for a new one. Re-input her memories of our happier times. And viola. The great dame is back. This time it seem she nose is a little choked. Well I can still remove her brains again. Then at least I will still have the memories all intact. It has been a good 5 years. I don't think I will sent her for any op to awaken her again. Do not want to prolong her suffering again. At the current speed that she runs it is tough for her to catch up with the other younger, slimmer and faster gals out there.

May you RIP. You will always be on mine mind.

Random Musing:
DSi cost S$450.

Take the Plunge

I am so lost. Went for this course then that course. Then this happens and that happens. Busy busy busy, but at times not sure what am am busy about. Brain is totally wasted. Mind often wonders off. Events I want, do not come. Event I do not want flock like bee to honey. Oh. Life is so often about should you or should you not. I must say that I am a "scaredy cat". I often think about this, think about that. What might happen, what will happen. It may not be in mine control at times but it seems I ponder over it for such a long time at times. I wonder did I lose a lot because of mine indecisiveness? Maybe I really did... May be I should just take the plunge. Heck care about the effects? Oh I am at it again... Seems like it is build into me like DNA. I just can't do it.