As the clouds grew grey...

At some places as the fireworks shoot up to lit up the dark sky, some people have felt the worst that could happen to them. The hands go wondering around not on their own but on others. Yes they may be a bit asking for it by going too high and too low. But It is still not right. Everyone has the right to do what they want as long as it does not hurt others. Now I finally understand why many prefer to stay away. The reasons are so outright clear yet I could not see it. It is because I have not been there for more than 8 years plus? Never will I make that mistake again. To fall into the pit is not what I want. But if I never been there will I ever know the cheap trill of it? Mind in now divided. The new day is breaking as bats fly past the clock tower that is chiming out 3 am. Time to ponder on matters that seems so distance from me.