All Came Crashing Down

Totally everything came crashing down. I think I may suffer a mental breakdown soon. Is it me? Am I really that " far" from the real world. What can I do? Kill myself? I think somtimes maybe I think too much. Oh , all the pressure. I must learn to let go. I will FAIL in life if I continue like that. That is why I think I should never get a other self. I will only drive everyone mad. Really cannot take it anymore. Wish I can view this world from outside. But I fear DEATH.